10. Januar 2020
This afternoon, I will know if my account will be working again... and I have to admit I’m a little bit nervous... . As on New Year’s Eve I decided, 2020 shall be a year of “giving back” I am planning to do charity projects regarding donations and using my art for this regularly from now on. It would be awesome to have my account back for this because my projects shall always be a combination of “raisINGAwareness” :-) with my art and colors plus spreading this love. I would like to...
09. Januar 2020
Tomorrow, I will try to log in again after 48 hours of waiting. Although I’m much more relaxed than last time, it would be important that my account will be running. Because..... because..... I would like to make a donation to my favourite sanctuary (let me guess, you know who I mean?)... and I would again would like to give my followers this “we” feeling with it. And therefore it is best to have a large audience because spreading awareness (and maybe my donation motivates also others)...
08. Januar 2020
Like the most things happening they teach you something. And, honestly, I have learned a lot regarding what happened again ... that I’m blocked again. I do not feel as helpless as the first time.. and I’m not afraid of loosing my friends if my account would maybe be shut down.... because.... I learned my lessons and I am here now. The people who do not want to loose me will always find me here!! And it’s not about growing an account and reaching an anonymous crowd of people you don’t...
07. Januar 2020
Whatever went wrong.... maybe you have seen that I’m blocked again. I was soooo careful with all those rules... I did not like too fast, or too often... or commented like a robot. But OF COURSE I did not entirely stop to give love back to my followers. Last time, the app kicked me out by itself after over 4 weeks of being blocked and after the re-install and new log in everything was o.k. So I tried the log in, but as the blocking is still active, I’ll try again after two days because I...
22. Oktober 2019
I asked you what you would be interested in about me. How to do this blog so you would like to read it.... and WHOW!!! You had so many fabulous ideas (I, of course, read them all, but I currently do only use very, very few likes and comments as you know what happened to my main account. I feel like endanger every other account as well with every kind of action I do. I feel like being forced not to be myself. I feel like all my love is made feel sad and dumb. And you wrote a blog is about being...
20. Oktober 2019
Because Koala woke us up sooo early today, I had a lot of time to work on this website and get some practice :-). After I saw so many of you being so kind to write such lovely comments to the new painting of Lucky yesterday, I felt so encouraged, so very loved and motivated. You all are so awesome and I’m sending you a big, thankful hug in mind today. I have so many ideas here, because if you know that no one can take this away from you, it’s such an incredible feeling of having a true...
19. Oktober 2019
Honestly... was anybody answering all your messages you did for me? Was anybody there?? Did you get a reply? I think it’s o.k. to withdraw into yourself for a while when something is happening you just cannot believe it’s true, but I will not let this take away my positivity and my energy. Because this is what this website shall be about. And it’s YOU who gave me back my motivation, because maybe you are right and this all is a “blessing in disguise”